Being “in Christ” means we are sealed with the promised Holy Spirit (upon faith in the One who brings forgiveness of sin-see Ephesians 1: 13.14). As Luke puts it: God, our heavenly Father, willingly gives the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him. I wonder if you’ve asked Him? If not, why not? Has a “not so good” earthly father clouded the ability to believe in the ultimate goodness of our heavenly father? – Teresa

Luke 11: 11-13 (ESV)

11 What father among you, if his son asks for[f] a fish, will instead of a fish give him a serpent; 12 or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? 13 If you then, who are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”